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And Im ok with taking it off... Thats nice.
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The issue is that I could be wearing the mask, and you could see through it, and I may not know.
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We know... almost right away when we meet someone. When we make eye contact with strangers...
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We all feel that slight discomfort. Its the fear of them seeing what you try to hide. Its natural.
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5'8" 180lbs, dark hair, brown eyes. Kinda squishy in the middle... Not really white, but not really brown.
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The true me? I dont know. I don't if I've seen the true me, I don't even know if there is such a thing.
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Or maybe its self-centered. I dont really know the difference to be honest.
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I feel like everything is about me.... but I'm still kind to others and I still care about them. That selfish? or
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I mean, the world is just like.... a physicall metaphore for my relationship with myself.
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I don;t think people just live in it... like they are not entired to ownership kinda deal.
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I think they own it. But I also think that they and the world are one and the same.
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Yes... I like to things of things as very meta... or fractal.
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Inside me, I have personality types or tendancies, that are reflected outside as well.
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So I may be in a mood, and act similar to someone you know lets say. That behaviour is not me.
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And its the same expression that someone might use.
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But they come from the same place. Know what I mean?
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Its easier to envision people not at things, not nouns but verbs. A way, or style of doing something.
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:-) Yes and no. My favorite answer...
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Sensitive in the way that at times I can pick up what seems to most like very subtitle changes... yes.
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But also... I think I can take in alot. Alot at once,and for extended periods.
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Would I be right to assume that you own a 'smart phone'? Either apple or andriod?
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Do you believe in energy? LOL Im aware of how that sounds... but really... do you?
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Are you still awake? You you must be getting pretty tired.
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You are long gone... and I may never find you again... and you may never read this....
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Was nice chatting with you. Wish you and yours the best. Take care/
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