● JustinNeed :
I know noone is listening but I just wanted to unload somehow
● JustinNeed :
I just do not understand how you can be with someone for so long
● JustinNeed :
and end up a a point where you just dont even know oneanother
● JustinNeed :
I can not even hold a conversation with her that she doesnt have a tone or comdesinding remarks
● JustinNeed :
If I speak for more than a few minute I and getting longwinded or some other comment
● JustinNeed :
I remember when we could realy hold a conversation with each other but now
● JustinNeed :
it just "please just hurry and say what you need too"
● JustinNeed :
There are time I look at her and these feeling of love swell up in me and then I may do something
● JustinNeed :
Like put my are around her and she says your bothering me with that
● JustinNeed :
We use to sleep together in a twin size bed when we first got together
● JustinNeed :
and now we sleep in a king size bed with two pillows between us
● JustinNeed :
I can be in a crowded room and feel so alone.
● JustinNeed :
I just dont understand why she can not see how hard I try
● JustinNeed :
She can not see anything that she does as being wrong.
● JustinNeed :
I dont know maybe this is how it is for most everyone