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    BabyBoy2023 : Hello, each and everyone in this chat room, I have accepted my need for diapers due to IBSD (irritable bowel syndrome with diarrhea,) and I use and relive my favorite toddlerhood diaper memories in private as a coping mechanism. I find that it relieves my
    BabyBoy2023 : Hello, everyone. I have been into diapers since being diagnosed with IBSD (irritable bowel syndrome with diarrhea.) I am looking for a girl in her early to late 20's who, like me, uses her memories of being a toddler in diapers and regressing back to thos
    BabyBoy2023 : I am fairly new to this site, and I just found out that pressing enter in the edit field will send my content. I was wondering what happened to the post I started when I hit Enter to go down a line, and being that I am blind, I didn't know that the reason
    BabyBoy2023 : Has anybody in this chatroom ever tried the North Shore Megamax diapers? They are amazing and comfortable. They are great for people with IBSD for sure.
    BabyBoy2023 : I realized that posts in these chatrooms can only be so long per post, and then, they are cut off abruptly. So I will try to explain who I am in several back-to-back posts.
    BabyBoy2023 : I posted yesterday about this, and I will repost my story today because of the fact that the other posts were incomplete. As mentioned several times, I have IBSD that stems from a childhood bowel impaction I had at age 6.
    BabyBoy2023 : The doctors overmedicated me after having been hospitalized and given umpteen things in both ends if you get the hint. From age 6 until I was about 14.5 years old, I was taking 6 Colace stool softeners (two capsules 3 times daily.) Then, at bedtime, I had
    BabyBoy2023 : At bedtime, I had to take two tablespoons of Milk of Magnesia or Haley's M.O., whichever was available at the time, and then I chased that down with an 8-ounce glass of Metamucil. They, the doctors who prescribed all that stuff, told Mom it wouldn't harm
    BabyBoy2023 : The doctors told my mother that the medications wouldn't harm me in any way and to keep giving them to me, and by the end of 1991, I was having serious bouts of diarrhea.
    BabyBoy2023 : By mid-summer, 1992, Mom had enough and she weaned me off the meds, but the damage was done. I was teased a lot in school because of my problems, and I skipped a lot of school, something I regret to this day.
    BabyBoy2023 : Fast forward to 2006. Having moved out on my own (I am blind and needed a lot of training,) my housekeeper was doing my laundry and she found a pair of badly stained underwear, and I told her to just pitch them.
    BabyBoy2023 : I made an appointment with my P.A., and she told me they could either recommend I have a colostomy or write me a prescription for diapers; well, she said "briefs," but come on. They're just diapers.
    BabyBoy2023 : I knew the colostomy would take away my independence for sure because I would need someone with sight to examine the damned bag and make sure each new bag I put on was sealed correctly. Then there were the risks: a high chance of blockage, herniation at t
    BabyBoy2023 : The complications included a high risk of intestinal blockage, herniation at the ostomy sight, a leak developing as the result of prolapse of the skin around the ostomy site, and many other things.
    BabyBoy2023 : For me, choosing diapers was the best decision I have made. Over the years, I have tried numerous name brands, and then, in 2021, I found North Shore Megamax, and let me tell you, these are the best, and I am staying with this brand.
    BabyBoy2023 : My IBSD has little to no warning at all due to the fact that I have partial loss of feeling in my anorectal area due to the stretching and the strain of the baseball-size impaction I had as a kid.
    BabyBoy2023 : Solid stools are no problem, but the softer they are, the harder it is to control them.
    BabyBoy2023 : I have memories that center around my early toddlerhood in diapers, and regressing mentally to that point in my life is my coping outlet.
    BabyBoy2023 : There are many memories I have, and some of my fondest are of me lying on the couch in nothing but a diaper, and Mom rubbing her fingertips gently up and down the length of my bare back to get me to fall asleep.
    BabyBoy2023 : Other fond memories are centered around my poop. Yes, as a toddler, I liked the feel of a warm solid poop held against my buttocks by the diaper, and I used to stand and sway from side-to-side slowly, enjoying the way it felt as the poop would shift from
    BabyBoy2023 : Other memories are of me sitting outside on an old sofa Mom put out on our screened-in front porch, and I would have nothing but my diaper on. Sometimes our family friend would hold me as we both enjoyed the warm spring air.
    BabyBoy2023 : Diapers, for me, are not only a way to handle my IBSD, but also my way of leaving the stress of daily life periodically.
    BabyBoy2023 : I won't lie. There are times when I, knowing I'm about to have a rather solid BM, will go either in my bedroom or the bathroom, strip down to nothing but my diaper, and let go. Then I will stand there and do what I mentioned earlier, and I am filled with
    BabyBoy2023 : and I am filled with joy because I am taken back to a time of pure innocence, a time during which nothing else mattered in life but having Mom, my brother, my sister, and our family friend there; oh, and this warm thing held against me by my diaper.
    BabyBoy2023 : I remember playing with my big Tonka dump truck wearing just my diaper, riding my rocking horse, jumping on the bed, and even the summer car rides in just a diaper while in my car seat.
    BabyBoy2023 : There are the many memories of us at Grandma and Grandpa's, the lake, and other places, and I love the ones that include my mother, who I lost
    BabyBoy2023 : She died a couple years ago, and it's still the hardest thing for me, and these many memories are how I get through it. Don't get me wrong. There are many other good memories, but the ones of my early toddlerhood are the ones I like most.
    BabyBoy2023 : Who I'm Looking For: I am looking for someone to share my life and private moments with. No, I am not wanting role play or anything like that. I am looking for a girl in her early to late 20's, and I prefer one who wears diapers because she would be more
    BabyBoy2023 : She would be more understanding. With all due respect to the adult baby community, I am not one. I feel that my desire to relive these precious memories so to speak are just a private thing for myself.
    BabyBoy2023 : Again, with all due respect for those who are AB's, littles, whatever they choose to call themselves, I wish not to be a burden on anybody. I cannot imagine what I would do if I had to have someone change me. That would be so humiliating and such a burden
    BabyBoy2023 : The girl I am looking for is one who not only has a duel reason for wearing diapers (or even if she's just into diapers because of perhaps memories,) but likes public socializing, traveling, music and arts, sports, fishing, etc.
    BabyBoy2023 : I am an amateur musician, and I play the keyboard, guitar, drums, the didgeridoo, and homemade PVC pipe instruments. I would like someone to share my talent with as well as one to start a family with.
    BabyBoy2023 : Hopefully, the girl I am looking for will come into my life and we can be together as one.
    BabyBoy2023 : If there are any young girls in their early to late 20's or even their early 30's who would like to chat with me, this is why I came to this chatroom. I hope the moderator(s) don't mind my many posts here. I will not post anything more until someone conta
    BabyBoy2023 : What I was trying to say, but I ran out of space in that last post was: I won't be posting anything more until I get notified that someone wishes to chat with me. I wish everyone good luck and lots of love.